Rihanna opens up about her relationship with Chris Brown in latest issue of ‘Rolling Stone:’ ‘It’s different now’

When the 24-year-old singer was asked how mad she was at Brown after he infamously beat her up on the eve of the 2009 Grammy Awards she says, “I wanted him to know what it felt like to lose me, to feel the consequences of that. So when that (stuff) came back it hit me like a ton of bricks. Like, God, you’ve got to be kidding right now. But I got real with myself, and I just couldn’t bury the way I felt.”